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Dear soul traveler!
You’ve just arrived at Awake & Grow Journal — a conscious space crafted for the wild hearts, the deep thinkers, the ones who feel everything a little too much, and the ones who have already burned down parts of themselves to rise stronger. This isn’t just another lifestyle blog. It’s a raw, evolving journal of healing, self-awareness, emotional transformation, and unapologetic inner power. I’m Ive — writer, seeker, shadow-walker and light-holder. A woman who believes in energy, patterns, cosmic timing, and the deep, ancient language of the soul. I’ve walked through trauma, numbness, overthinking, and rebirth more times than I can count. And now, this space holds all the wisdom I’ve gathered along the way. Here, you’ll find grounded tools and intuitive insights about: – Inner healing and self-reflection – Shadow work and ancestral wounds – Journaling prompts that awaken your soul – Conscious living, clarity, and spiritual practice – The kind of personal growth that actually changes your life You’re not broken. You’re unfolding. So take a deep breath. Browse around. Feel into what resonates.
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Welcome home.
A big part of what you’ll find here is raw, honest writing about narcissistic abuse, trauma bonding, manipulation, and the silent wounds left behind by toxic dynamics. I am not a licensed therapist or psychologist — and if you’re seeking a formal diagnosis or treatment, please always reach out to a clinical professional. What I offer here comes from real experience. I’ve crossed paths with more narcissistic personalities than most people meet in a lifetime. I’ve loved them, feared them, lost myself to them, and reclaimed my power piece by piece. These experiences gave me the clarity to see through the masks, recognize the patterns, and understand the psychological dynamics that keep people stuck — and more importantly, how to break free. My goal is to share these insights with those who are ready to heal, grow, and never fall into the same cycle again. If you’re one of them, this space was made for you.
I’m so glad you’re here.
Enjoy yourself!
Ending a Relationship with a Narcissist
Today’s topic: How to truly end a relationship with a narcissist. Let’s say you’ve made…
How a Narcissist Sees Women – Saints and Whores
Today’s topic: How narcissists judge women – saints and whores. In today’s world, more and…
How to Spot a Narcissist While Dating
Today’s topic: How to detect narcissists during the early stages of dating. If you’ve already…
The Functioning of the Narcissist’s Inner Child
Today’s topic: The trap of the narcissist’s inner child – get out before it kills…
When the Narcissist Creates Their Own Hell — The Schizoid Cerebral Trap
When the Narcissist Also Suffers in the Relationship – The Schizoid Cerebral Narcissist Today’s topic:…
Behind the Mask: The Shame That Drives Narcissists
The Biggest Taboo for Narcissists – Shame ⸻ Today’s topic is the root of narcissism:…
